there's a weird pleasure in loving someone who doesn't love you

Pics I took with my beautiful friend Frida yesterday.

I had a blast in Borgå; i guess it's been a while since i felt this alive.

“I guess that's what saying good-bye is always like--like jumping off an edge. The worst part is making the choice to do it. Once you're in the air, there's nothing you can do but let go.” 

That's a quote from my favourite book Before I Fall (by Lauren Oliver). The book itself is not life changing or a masterpiece or anything - nah, don't get me wrong: it's a really really good book. But the reason why it's my absolute favourite, is because I've read it at least 10 times, and nine of those times were in England, when I was feeling kinda lonely and sad. I guess it's a book that really opens your eyes, but for me it was more. It was a life vest in the middle of a inclement storm.

 I know the storyline by heart, but i'm still pretty sure i'll read it over and over again, probably 'til the binding snaps or something haha. It's the kind of a book you wish you could read again for the first time.