Tourist go home

                                                                                  I'm a phoenix in the water                                                                        And so I'm wishing, wishing further, 

                                                                                             A fish that's learned to fly                                                  For the excitement to arrive 

                                                                           And I've  always been a daughter                                                                It's just I'd rather be causing the chaos

                                                                                    But feathers are meant for the sky                                                Than laying at the sharp end of this knife

       

- gabrielle aplin, "home"

"dumt va? när jag borde räkna upp hans bästa sidor får jag inte tag på dem.. men varje gång jag ser honom i ögonen är det som om någon skulle tända eld på mitt ansikte, som om mitt hjärta plötsligt skulle bryta ut i lågor. ja, han gör mej hel då jag faller i bitar." 

something from my journal in july 2013

i want to travel.   

now.   

forever.   

  

some of these pics are from my trip to new york. 

i loved that city so much. there's nothing like it, really.

that's why im so happy about going to america again this fall.

it will be amazing.

❀ today i'm happy about

good music. music that makes you happy no matter how down you're feeling.

like On top of the world by imagine dragons, this weeks feel good -song

or Kerosene by The Exchange. It's been weeks since i saw them live, but i still can't stop listening to their album, they're amazing. 

i wouldn't mind living in a paralell universe, where easter breaks weren't so goddamn boring and filled with.... wait what? that's right; filled with n o t h i n g. i hate holidays; there's nothing to do. you get to sleep late, fair enough; that's cool, but the stores are closed and the gym is overflowing. so i've been staying inside, ignoring the "lovely" sunshine and watching game of thrones, listening to lorde and imagine dragons, eating blueberries and drinking coca cola.

i don't mind really, but still, i need my routines and normal weekdays, thank you very much.

your perfect imperfections

lately i've..

watched way too much game of thrones, got a job for the summer, listened to lorde while walking around lahti, painted my nails red & got good grades in school.

i can't wait 'til we move back to borgå. i miss my town, but above all, i miss my room. i miss having privacy (umh, i don't really have room of my own here in lahti which is killing me) and i miss being able to do stuff with my friends without a) travelling for over 2 hours to get to them and b) paying loads of money for it.

can't have it all i guess

La réalité n'existe pas

heyyaa, this weekend was just simply perfect. i sound so god damn positive (weird, huh? positive is a word i rarely use) but yeaa, i had a great time! on friday i took the bus to borgå, as usual, and drove around with my cutie, frida (i'd be lying if i said i wasn't scared, since she just got her license... but she was actually spanking!) and bought stuff for her 18th birthday party. 

the party itself was a success and i had a blast; i danced my ass off, laughed way too much, got to know new people and just simply had fun. you know that feeling, when you're like surrounded by people and suddenly the time seems to stand still, and you're just standing there and you realise how much these people mean to you; how genuine they are? that you're a part of them and they're a part of who you are? i love that feeling. i guess that's just pure egoistic happiness, but it feels brilliant anyway.

SHE CAN DRIVE BITCHES !!!

saturday & sunday were great too, and now i'm back in lahti, whoppiduu. i don't mind living here tbh, i'm kinda starting to fall for this city. i'm busy busy busy doin' nothing at all... jk, i have loads of school stuff to do and i'm keeping myself busy.

and now; game of thrones and some hot chocolate. talk about perfection, ey?